my stupid creativity

Howdy guys!!! it's been a long time I haven't update this blog....*slap my laziness >_<
well...today at last I can rest after moving to my new room which is bloody hot though it has 2 big window but no cool wind blowing in instead I got hot wind sigh.....
so....since I can't bear the hot (though I already turn on 3 fans)...I decided to cut my hair.....by myself <= the most crazy thing I ever done so far LOL

my hair look like this now

 

I called this "stair" style cos it looks like stair....rofl....(for Japan lover, you notice that this style is the hair style of Japan female in ancient time)

I want this style since high school but every times I ask the stylish to cut my hair like this, they said "oh my, but that style isn't good. let me cut your hair to current trend".......-_- I don't want to follow the trend...sigh

anyway, it a lil bit mess since I couldn't see the back side.....so I just cut it based on my instinct hha XD ( I wish we can take off our head from body like mannequin so I can cut it nicely)

well at least I feel cooler than before :p

the worst month of my life T^T

for some who following me perhaps realize that I'm not posting anything recently...
well bad news, super duper bad....I broke my harddisk *cries T^T
I just moved back from Jogjakarta to Jakarta, took along my CPU....since I'm afraid the CPU would be stolen ( I took cheap flight), I took off the HD and put it on my bag...
too bad, I drop my bag accidentally TWICE on airport....(the bag strap suddenly loose but not broken, till I'm typing this post, I still can't figure out how the strap can be loose twice -_-|||)

when I got home safely, I put it back to my CPU and turn it on....
everything just fine...... I checked my mail, commented some post on my FB, chat on YM....then suddenly the computer just hang...-_-a
I restarted it but then it would not load the OS!!!!! *cries again
my computer cannot detect the HD!!! *another cries

My bro just bring it to service center today, and they didn't know how to fix it...
they said he can claim the guarantee but will completely lose the data in it *bang my head

the very very worst thing is I didn't have any single backup data of my arts and works!!!!! *shot self
the very stupid me!!!! all of my works for 9 years!!!!
I used to back it up on my xternal HD but when I moved to Jogja, my brother insisted me to leave the anime, movie, games... whatever entertainment I had to that xternal HD.
so I copied all of the fun stuff to the xternal HD from my main HD and discard the backup data *another shot myself
when I left, I though "well, this is a new HD, there's no way it could be broken so fast..... after all I'm gonna buy a new pocket xternal HD soon" <= stupid though, never ever do the same thing like this!!!

now to recover the data in it, I have to pay a very expensive fee....expensive enough that you can buy another 8-9 new 1Tb HD with it T^T (& yeah I can't afford it, not with my current financial state)
I'm still looking for another recovery service who can give me a lil bit cheaper than the previous price....

so until then, I can't work since I don't have any replacement HD for my comp....
I also can't online often except in mobile (I'm using my PSP to online lately)

one thing for sure that I learn from this.....
MAKE SURE TO ALWAYS BACKUP YOUR DATA NO MATTER HOW SMALL IT IS AS SOON AS POSSIBLE!!!

cos the price for recover it is far more expensive than the price of the xternal HDs & dvds to back it up...
don't make the same stupid mistake as me, guys T^T *back to crying on the corner of my room